Tuesday, April 28, 2009

straight up now tell me are you gonna love me forever

While I would love to tell you I am no longer spending time with A, that is not the case. In fact, I think we are now spending even MORE time together.
I know. I'm an idiot. You don't understand. We've become incredibly close friends and we have so many of the same interests we just wind up spending time together.

There was a bit of a blow-up a few weeks ago and we didn't talk for a week. It was AWFUL. And apparently we both hated it, but I'm the only one willing to acknowledge that it definitely means we should be more than friends. And a week after the blow-up we had a huge talk about everything, and I flat out told her how crazy I am about her. And then she didn't talk for a while.
I just don't know what to do. It's terrible. I've tried going out with other girls, and none even come close to this one. She's incredibly funny, a blast to be around, we love going to the same sorts of events, and just click in every possible way. Oh and she's completely drop-dead gorgeous. The first time I saw her I pretty much stopped in my tracks.
But for some reason she doesn't want to date me. She told me why, and I'm not sure I accept it as a reasonable excuse, but I will email it to you so you will know.

ANYWAY. Aside from that. Did you ENTER the sheep shearing contest, or just watch? Because I really think you could become quite good at that if you trained for it. I'm not sure what sort of training is involved, but if you want I'll be your coach. I'll be the Mick to your Rocky. We just need to find you an Adrienne.

Do you know where you will stay for the summer? Do you want me to keep an ear out in case I hear of anything?

I am so desperately excited for you to come back. No one can entertain me the way you can entertain me. And that's a fact. And I do want you to meet A, just so you can see what all the fuss is about. I know I'm being a complete idiot by not cutting all ties, but we've become too close of friends for me to do that. And it sucks. Either way it sucks.

ANYWAY. Let's move on to happier things. I'm becoming quite good at hula hooping, so when you get back I will have to teach you. We can go to the park and use it to lure girls over to us. "Oh my god I'm so sorry my wayward hula hoop 'accidentally' hit you!"
Yea. I have no problem being that guy. And I don't think you'd have a problem being that girl.

Have you seen Adventureland yet? I went Sunday night, it was pretty entertaining. I really loved the soundtrack the most, though. Who knew the girl from Twilight could play such a whore?!
Speaking of Twilight, Dakota Fanning is in the next movie. You & me & a bottle of wine or three for that, yes?

Did I tell you I am taking an aerial acrobatics class? It's glorious! I'm in the beginner class, but other advanced classes are going on in the room at the same time. Do you know how distracting it is to be in a room full of 25 people, only 2 of which are guys, and all the girls are INCREDIBLY flexible and bending their bodies in ways I did not know were possible both in midair and on the ground?
Because it is.

Please don't ever mention anything about shaving hair again. I think there are some things that we should keep private, and I'm pretty sure that is one of them...

Not much else is going on here. I went to a party Friday night with a girl, but I don't really feel anything between us so I think I'm going to end it. Maya I don't even want to have random casual sex anymore. That's how bad things are for me.

I can't wait for you to come back. We need to think of good adventures for as soon as you get off the plane. Do we want to commandeer another bus??

You're missed!!

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